Exi(s)t, by Neurotic Machinery

Exi(s)t

by Neurotic Machinery

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1.	After Everything 05:04	lyrics	buy track
Underneath the falling leaves A stiff grimace carved upon the face I'm standing above you Wind is whipping my cheek Despite this, felicity reigns in my spirit Wasting empty words Hidden under the layers of lies This Useless nothing Wasting empty words Hidden under the layers of lies This Useless nothing Underneath the falling leaves A stiff grimace carved upon the face I'm standing above you Wind is whipping my cheek I observe burn out eyes A mouth that speak not Your fear, my surprisal I still hear that silent cry I still pitty I still pitty myself Is there really nothing to regret? The rain is to cleanse all the sins Let the pain will remain with me forever It's so hard to convince myself That it will be fine And that I will care of you And that I will care of you And that I will care of you Nevermore Is there really nothing to regret? The rain is to cleanse all the sins Let the pain will remain with me forever Wasting empty words Hidden under the layers of lies This Useless nothing Wasting empty words Hidden under the layers of lies This Useless nothing It change our fate It change our fate It change our fate
2.	Hex 03:41	lyrics	buy track
My fate was sealed before the actual birth The ink cannot be erased The ink cannot be erased A godforsaken bastard Torn from a wicked womb Years lost in selfanalysis Unseen perversion finally recognised Wretched fantasies attract the heart and the soul Confrontation of imperfection How to save the innocence When the temptation is so strong Contradictions filled up the vesel Does living equal happiness? Driven by the instinct You want to feel her and touch her Her and touch her The soft skin The worst nightmare of yours Cold steel through the neck Gasping for air, pain slowly disappears Shrieks gently fade The end of the sweet days Driven by the instinct You want to feel her and touch her Her and touch her The soft skin The worst nightmare of yours Confrontation of imperfection How to save the innocence When the temptation is so strong Confrontation of imperfection How to save the innocence When the temptation is so strong
3.	The Secondary Thrill 04:05	lyrics	buy track
So here it comes Again and again The ear doesn't hear The eye can't see, No! A usual failure of judgement One's life still shrinks in grief and fear The deed and the word collide And it's a guilt of "A" A guilt trip of "B" Out of blue, that's how you get The sense to find the way When all's too bright The Sun won't shine On none of us So let the night stay For a day For a day Calming the tempest Means praying for more A wish for a key Leaves the door A wish for a key Leaves the door Closed Closed A wish for a key Leaves the door A wish for a key Leaves the door Closed Closed So here it comes Again and again The ear doesn't hear The eye can't see, No! A usual failure of judgement One's life still shrinks in grief and fear The deed and the word collide And it's a guilt of "A" A guilt trip of "B" Out of blue, that's how you get The sense to find the way When all's too bright The Sun won't shine On none of us So let the night stay For a day
4.	Fate 01:12		buy track
5.	Reflection 04:06	lyrics	buy track
Forgive me now For I have lived Just two things remain certain I'm anyone else but me And I'm not you The absolution shouldn't go unheard Or Hades is to seize my mortal self In the head of mine I recognise streams of bleeding Like voices of the dead Still awake, still alive The heart beats on and on But I passed away In the world I was born into For friends of mine I don't exist I'm but a theatre of flesh Flesh And my script reaches the end In the head of mine I recognise streams of bleeding Like voices of the dead Still awake, still alive Like the voice of the dead Still awake, still alive When the clay becomes my home Lips reveal the very final spell When the clay becomes my home Lips reveal the very final spell Fuck this life Fuck this life How could I miss that key moment Alone in exile My faith is gone The crucial absolution will not come How could I miss that key moment Alone in exile My faith is gone The crucial absolution will not come
6.	Vertigo 03:39	lyrics	buy track
Another night is here The eyes refuse to close Feelings of misery force my mind to leave Yes, I know I would like to go But my time still hasn´t come to flow away Encephalitis lethargica Shredding my spirit once again Mania for selfdestruction One cannot really tell What is real and what is just a fiction The night of neon spreads its arms I can feel her pleasure The utter psychosomatic distress All I need to remain among the living Progressive, never regressive Beyond all the horizons Beyond all the options I would find the world bellow Another meaning of life so low Mesmerize, one word is enough Hypnotize, it's too late for a change Mesmerize, one word is enough Hypnotize, it 's too late for a change Another night is here The eyes refuse to close Feelings of misery force my mind to leave Yes, I know I would like to go But my time still hasn't come to flow away Am I a passenger? Am I the messenger? The supreme madness lives on in me Mesmerize, one word is enough Hypnotize, it's too late for a change Mesmerize, one word is enough Hypnotize, it 's too late for a change

credits

released March 3, 2012

Martin Bárta - Drums
Ondra Uhlíř - Vocals
Jakub Uhlík - Bass
Michal Šedivý - Guitars, keys
Marek Štembera - Guitars
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Recorded at Studio Šopa late November 2011
Engineered by Stanislav Valášek
Mixed and mastered by Stanislav Valášek at Studio Šopa during December 2011

Music written by Michal šedivý, except "After Everything" music written by Michal Šedivý and Marek Štembera

Arranged and produced by Neurotic Machinery

Lyrical concept by Michal Šedivý and Ondra Uhlíř, except "The Secondary Thrill" lyric by Marek Štembera
Lyrics interpreted by Marek Štembera

Artwork by Deather
Layout concept by Michal Šedivý
Band photography by Miroslav Kaspar
Booklet photography by Tomas Motl

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Neurotic Machinery Plzeň Region, Czechia

NEUROTIC MACHINERY was established as a death metal band in September 2006. The band has played around four hundred concerts and released 6 albums. Each of them being a significant step forward.

With the albums "Nocturnal Misery" and "A Loathsome Aberration" the band has delivered way heavier expression than ever before. The new album is definitelly the darkest effort of band's discography. ... more